I can't find Stoner.
He didn't come into work today and he's phone is switched off.
Solicitor called last night. I felt really emotional when I heard his voice. He sounded so easy going I just wanted to see him and be held by him. He wanted to see me but I managed to say no. I told him that I had a lot of work to catch up on. It wasn't really a lie. I do have a lot to do. He asked me what was wrong. He sounded so concerned, I was afraid my voice would break. I mustered up as much control as I could and told him I was tired. I felt so lonely when we hung up.
I look like hell again. I came into work having approximately 3 hours sleep. Bimbo decided to try out lilac eyeshadow on me today, apparently it sets off my green eyes (whatever that means). She's as happy as can be at the moment. She's even loving her morning sickness. I can't really understand that, but then again I've never been in that situation....
I've called Stoner countless times and he won't pick up.
I was supposed to do something today but I can't remember what it was....
They are hundreds of questions in my mind that I want to ask Solicitor:
1)Are you married?
2)Are you seeing anybody else?
3)Have you killed anybody?
4)Did you kill your wife?
5)How do you know Stoner?
6)How does Stoner know you?
7)What is going on?
8)Why did you buy me diamonds?
9)Do you love me?
10)If you do why didn't you say it?
11)If you don't why did you buy me diamonds?
I'm not thinking clearly. If I spoke to him now I'd make a fool of myself.
I need to speak to Stoner.
Where the hell is he?!